Pain Addict


I’m so addicted to the pain
I don’t know how to live without it
I’m so addicted to the tears
I don’t wear mascara anymore
I’m so addicted to the hurt
It doesn’t hurt anymore



Letters to the Depressed 4



LTTDThanks for sticking with me from the first letter, to the second, the third and now. I may be writing this to help you but it is helping me more. I think letting things out in the open helps. It makes us know we are not alone. I like listening to NF music because he says all the right thingsโ€ฆthe things I feel. In his words, โ€˜this is therapy for meโ€™ ๐Ÿ™‚

Depression and loneliness.

Sometimes I think it’s aย cause and effect relationship, where depression causes loneliness or is it loneliness that causes depression? I don’t know anymore. Maybe it works both ways. Being lonely often gives room for the depression to invade completely. While being depressed also pretty much drives people away, leaving you lonely.


Isn’t that all the devil wants? To keep you so far from help and fill you with negative thoughts. Suffice it to say loneliness and depression go hand in hand.


Letters to the Depressed 3


LTTDI know you hurt right now and the last thing you want to hear is that you should stay strong or just shake it off. I know thereโ€™s nothing I can say to you that you donโ€™t already know. The worst part is, I know you think no one else understands what youโ€™re going through. But I do, because I’ve been there. Thanks for reading the first and second letters.ย  More

Letters to the Depressed 2


If youโ€™re reading this, then you probably read the first letter and youโ€™re back as I asked. Or not. Itโ€™s just an assumption.ย I’ve been trying to write to you. But my cares and worries won’t let me. I’ve been trying to speak to you but my voice is muffled inside. I’ve been trying to reach you, to let you know this too shall pass. Well, it either passes or you pass from it.ย ย  More

Letters to the Depressed 1


LTTDSo I finally got the courage to write to you. Please read, cause Iโ€™m not gonna write you off, like they did. Do you feel intense sadness, hopelessness, emptiness and/or loss of interest in the things you once enjoyed? Do you feel guilty, worthless, absolutely helpless and and/or anxious? Or do you have thoughts of death or suicide quite often? If you said yes to any of these, then Iโ€™m writing this for you. More

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