I’m so addicted to the pain
I don’t know how to live without it
I’m so addicted to the tears
I don’t wear mascara anymore
I’m so addicted to the hurt
It doesn’t hurt anymore
I’m addicted to them walking away
I don’t expect them to stay
I’m addicted to their lies
I don’t believe the truth
I don’t allow the wounds to heal
I’m so addicted to the pain
I don’t know how to live without it
I shut my blinds so the morning doesn’t come
So joy doesn’t come in the morning
I hide in the shadows provided by the night
And wallow in the tears I’ve cried
I’m so used to the burden on my back
I don’t know how to exchange it for any lighter
I’m so addicted to these chains
I fail to notice they are broken
I’m so addicted to my pain
I don’t know how to live in His victory.
Save me from these addictions
That have such a strong hold on me
These thoughts that are as thorns to your rooted word
These lies that I hold as truth
Save me from the pain I don’t know how to live without!
Β©Mfon Etuk, 2016
Some of us are so accustomed to the pain and hurt, the depression and addictions,we don’t even know how to live without them. But you can’t live anything short of victory after the bloody death Jesus died to give you life!
I declare freedom from every addiction and depression that has held you bound in Jesus name! Amen.
Love,
M.
this is deeply important, your words made me understand more about pain…
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I’m glad it did. Thanks Mihran β€ π
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Amen!!!…… Beautiful words. πππ
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Thank God! Amen! Thanks Elynjay π
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You are welcome sweetie….
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Hmmm… Pain/scar part of life
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Yeah, true…an integral part of life π Thanks Beckyl.
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This is more of a prayer than a poem. Well done
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Lol. Thank God. Thanks dear.
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Amen! Beautiful words! πππ
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Thanks Courtney! π
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I enjoyed it, wonderful read, however does prayer set us free from depression ma?
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Amazing piece Dainty! I just discovered yesterday that you are a poet as well through your IG. Wow! Talent π
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Lol, thanks Nnamdi! π God bless!
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Amen…
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Thanks Mike!
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This is awesome and deep! More grace
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Amen! Thanks dear.
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This is beautiful
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Thank God! Thanks Tamie for stopping by π
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Hi Mfonπ I nominated you for the liebster award..please check it out. Thanks
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Thank you Damola! Really appreciate the award. xx
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This is so beautiful. I was just having a conversation with a friend today concerning being addicted to pain. And this was exactly what we were saying. It’s like you spoke my mind on this one. Thank you for sharing.
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Oh wow! Thank God! I’m happy you could relate. I guess we are getting telepathic- LOL. Thanks Christy!
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this poem is awesome and heart touching.. One of the best poems I ever read.. π
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Thank God! It’s humbling to hear that from you. Thank you so much. π
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You are most welcome.. Not at all humble Daity.. You have done a great job.. You deserve it.. π
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Lol, thanks again Rashmi! β€ β€
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You are most welcome Dainty.. π
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Yesssss and Amen!!
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Thanks dear π π
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Amen!!
The first step to getting healed is knowing and accepting that you are sick, but how do you get healed when the sickness has become a part of you because it has been accepted.
May the Almighty God stretch His healing hand towards anyone imbibed in pain to relief them. Amen
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Amen!! Thanks Papberry! You’re such a blessing. π
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So are youππ
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Amen sister! X x π
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God bless! π
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Amen! Amen! The chains have fallen in the Name of JESUS CHRIST. Amen! It is Galatians 3:13 *dancing*
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Amen sister! Thanks dear!
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Love this β€οΈ
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Glad you do! π Thanks for stopping by!
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I’ve been like a masochist before, sticking my head in a meat grinder and begging for more. The dissonance this had caused within me diminished my ability to pull out…with every turn. It was like being caught in a sinister cycle until a force of intervention stepped in to stop the madness.
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Oh dear! Thank you for sharing your story Tom! Glad there was a silver lining in the end π
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No problem. Thank you. Always a lining somewhere π
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awesome post !
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Thank you! π
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This is so touching and beautiful. And I can relate to it… unfortunately…
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Thank you Fabsensei!
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